I should be on a plane right now heading to Indonesia but instead I am in the hospital for the second time this week watching my sixth bag of IV fluids go into my veins. I am pregnant friends and I am really struggling believing this is for my good. I am desperately sick again. Let me be clear: Hyperemesis is not morning sickness, it is morning sickness's distant a-hole cousin that has once again changed my life. There are so simple answers. All plans are on hold and our lives are consumed with getting through each day. I have no energy to even manage my image or pretend I feel differently about this than I do so forgive me if I offend. So many of you have already reached out to us and reminded us we are not alone in this and I cannot thank you enough. We are getting help and I have hope. If I am am honest I know God's plans are always better for my life but I am really wrestling with Him in agreeing with this one.
Believing nothing is unexpected to Him,
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